Thursdaythursdaythursday!

Hey there! Lol, today was a pretty good day, work was busy and long, but that also made it go quick if that makes any sense. Today is not your day, it’s Tuesday, and that means TACOS! – that makes it extra special, if you didn’t know. Do you like tacos? Our hometown didn’t really do tacos, or they weren’t popular like they are now, I’m not sure which. There was obviously the taco bell, barf, T-busy! Perkins was pretty hopping though, that was a nice hangout with bottomless coffee!

It’s a couple of weeks now till I’m near home again. I’ve held true to my personal vow to not reach out to you, it does feel like a little part of me dies every time my motives get denied. Will Power – also an excellent superhero name. Anyway, my Monday biking date got canceled, that sucked, and I can’t go the normal day this week either, the trails are calling, beckoning me!

We had friends over this past weekend, my s.o. mentioned how good our relationship is. It seems like all of our friends are in crap relationships at the moment. I was a bit blindsided by the complacency in whatever is going on here. Most days we don’t really even talk. There are no more goodnights, or I love you’s, it’s just going through all the motions. Work, eat, sleep, work, eat, sleep, work, eat, sleep. When they do stay awake for the evening it’s just vegging while they do the endless FB scroll. I guess this is contentment for them? Some days I don’t know what I’m holding on to anymore. It’s like I’m trying to hold all these pieces together, but everything is still splintering and falling apart. Some days, I feel like we’re too far gone, that we’ve strayed too far from each other to be able to come back, like strangers that no longer know how to be around each other.

Till again.

D.M.